Monolog#45

 i can't take care of myself. if i feel sick, i can just say it's okay. if i'm tired, i'll keep going. if i'm annoyed, i try to give my best smile. i can't say that i hate myself like this. i'm good to others but i'm mean to myself. 

Monolog#44

 Kayaknya gak perlu berkeras matiin perasaannya. Kalau waktu hidupnya memang lebih panjang, kenapa gak dibiarin aja? Itu pemberian Tuhan.

Monolog#43

 Aku selalu penasaran perihal bagaimana satu perasaan itu bisa hidup begitu lama di tempat yang itu-itu saja. Mungkin penuh debu, mulai usang, tak terjamah sama sekali. Namun ia tetap disana, menunggu pemiliknya.

Monolog#42

 I put you in everything i write because that's the only way i can have you.

Monolog#41

 There's always place in my heart for a name that i knew 14 years ago.